falling

ever feel like you are falling into something, anything and you have not the power to stop yourself?  falling into the abyss, falling into love, falling into confusion, etc.

it's crazy weird.

yup.

*is falling into something*

I don't know what I'm falling into though.  perhaps all of the three above mixed up together.  perhaps one of the above.  perhaps two.  perhaps none.  perhaps...I'm not really falling and I'm just imagining it.  anyways, whatever it is that I'm falling into...it feels like I imagine skydiving feels like.  terrifying, wonderful, horrific, beautiful, demented, unnatural, powerful, unfathomable, heartbreaking.

I'm falling into something in the middle of somewhere and nowhere and I cannot seem to stop.